Miserable, that's how I was feeling today. It's been a while since I wrote here. Not sure why really.
Had tonsilitis on Thursday and it was sooooo painful. Not fun but after a trip to the Dr and some antibiotics I'm ok now thank goodness. Just hope the girls don't get it.
I'm feeling miserable. Wish I was a SAHM I love my job but it's just too hard to balance work and family life, have the time and energy for everyone.
Not happy with some of the things happening at work either.
ANYWAY I need to get over this and be a happy carefree person again.
I just feel like I am a wife and a Mum and then I am me. I don't really know what interests me anymore or anything like that. Just taking a while for me to adjust to everything and I wish I had a bit more me time during the week thats all.
Maybe one day and I'd be a lot happier just to catch up on things and have some time for me so I then appreciate the kids so much more.
I feel bad taking time out on the weekend and Ty having the kids cos I feel like that is unfair on im cos he does so much during the week with the kids.
Anyway I'm off to have a shower, watch one more episode of Sex and the City to relax me before bed.
Ciao Bella's
